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Post by Deleted on Nov 15, 2016 19:13:31 GMT
| I t was nice to see him chuckle about something, even if it was brief. She ran her freehand on his neck up and down lightly before drawing circles with her fingers. “And I’m not leaving your side Jay.” She reminded him. Maybe he had forgotten that she was not going anywhere. Picking their hands up from her waist she moved it up just under her chest. It allowed her to roll her head and kiss his arm.
Erin trusted only a few people to have her back and none of them were outside of the team. She ignored him worrying too much. Erin just started making soft shushing sounds. Though she knew what he was saying about PTSD. “And you’ll get through it. I’m right here with you.” She was adamant about the him being cuffed to her thing, more out of comfort for him. Wouldn’t being tied to the bed trigger things more? Feeling like he was held captive in his dreams rather than holding the woman who cared so much about him. “I love you” she reminded him as she kissed his arm again.
When he confirmed that he was her goofball, the smile that crossed her lips couldn’t be held back. “I can live with that” she responded. Then again she knew he would claim her in a heartbeat too, so there was that. Then he mentioned a dog. “I am inclined to agree with Brittany” she hardly shifted beside him as she got comfortable. She would watch over him sleeping if she had to do so.
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Post by Deleted on Jan 8, 2017 5:57:56 GMT
Jay smiled and leaned into her touch as she assured him that she wasn't leaving his side.
"Thank you," he said. Don't know what I'd do without her, he thought to himself. She was everything to him and didn't want to lose her because of this crap. What if she decided that it was too much to handle or that she didn't feel safe around him? "If at anytime, you start to feel unsafe, just...go. I won't be hurt. I don't....I don't want you staying because you think you have to. Keep yourself safe, even from me." The last thing he ever wanted was her to be hurt because of him.
He then fell silent as she made soothing shushing sounds, saying that he'd get through everything, telling him that she was there for him.
"I don't know. I mean...what if....what if I end up hurting you without meaning to?" he worried. Don't know what I'd do if I let that happen, he thought to himself. And for sure, Voight would kill him. Which he would every right to do. After all, the woman was like a daughter to him and everyone knew how protective of her he was. He then smiled as she kissed his arm again, saying that she loved him. "I love you," he murmured. So amazing that she always knows what to say, he thought to himself.
He chuckled as she told him hat she could live with him being her goofball.
"Good," he approved and then smiled as she said that she agreed with Brittany about getting a dog. "It's just...I don't want people thinking that I waited to get help. I honestly thought I had things under control," he said softly. Despite what some people might think, he wasn't the type of guy to refuse help when he needed it. But what if waiting so long made them think that he was?
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Post by Deleted on Jan 10, 2017 18:15:40 GMT
| T here was a look. "Jay stop talking" she replied when he started blabbering about the whole not hurting her thing. Kissing him ought to shut him up right? He could slap her silly and she wouldn't hold that against him if she knew it was because of sleep walking. Though she did agree that he needed help, just she was trying to find a way to phrase it without sounding like she was discouraging it. Erin only wished that she had all the answers for him.
Erin shook her head. "One, no one has to know he's a working dog. Two, puppies are cute. Three, you aren't in this alone anymore. Might as well have a party puppy" she admitted. "That's why you have back up" she reminded him in terms she knew he could understand what she was trying to say. She turned her head so she was face away from him but she could snuggled up more comfortably with him. Her thumb stroking over the top of his head.
How had she let someone steal her heart? "I love you too" she added softly. Her eyes closed she was getting tired but she was going to stay awake and talking if he needed it because that's what you did regardless of the consequences to your next day right? He wasn't going to tell her otherwise, she'd be fighting the sleep but she would talk to him for as long as she could hold out from falling asleep.
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Post by Deleted on Jan 11, 2017 6:38:56 GMT
When Erin told him to be quiet, Jay fell silent and listened as she told him that no one had to know that the dog was a working dog and that puppies were cute, he let out a small smile.
"True," he said. Still, he wasn't sure what to think. Have I screwed up? Is it too late for me? he wondered. Logically, he knew he should've gotten more help for the PTSD sooner but he had been sure that he had it under control. Yeah, right. So much for that. What had he been thinking? He should've known better, but for some reason, he hadn't. He wasn't sure that he liked that.
At her reminder that he had back up, his grin grew.
"I know," he said softly. Thank God for her, he thought to himself. To be perfectly honest, he had no idea what he'd do without her and hopefully, he wouldn't ever have to find out. He had a feeling that she was The One. Not that he had told her this. He didn't want to scare her off, and knowing Erin, she would potentially run if he made such a declaration, especially since she was currently fighting with Voight. He didn't want to make her uncomfortable.
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Post by Deleted on Jan 17, 2017 19:10:00 GMT
| E rin smiled as she closed her eyes. "Then it's settled. I am taking YOU puppy shopping" she pointed out as she wasn't really going to give him room to argue. She cuddled up against him and held his cuffed hand to her around her waist. Clearly she wasn't giving his arm back anytime soon. She was Erin and she was going to do things her way.
Eventually drifting off to sleep beside him, she was exhausted from the day's activities. Tomorrow would be a new day. Erin knew that leaving Jay to his own devices was not going to happen, no matter how much he insisted.
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